Chicago P.D.

Thank you.

Nuh-uh. No, no, no.

10 minutes, okay? And then we're going up.

Mom?

Mom?

Adam!

Mack, I want you to do me a favor.

You go get your mom a glass of water

in the kitchen, right now. Go, go, go.

Kim? Kim?

Kim, can you look at me?

Kim.

- Please. - Hey, look at me.

Look at me. Look at me. Look at me.

What's going on? Talk to me.

There's a shot, Adam.

I heard a shot.

That was a car backfiring.

It's a car outside.

I heard the same thing.

Just take a breath. Take a breath.

You're okay.

Can you breathe? Can you take a breath?

Take a deep breath. You're here with me.

It's okay.

Thanks, kiddo.

Everything's fine.

Mom's just not feeling well.

Why don't you go get ready for bed?

I'm gonna be up in a minute, okay?

All right. Go on, now.

What is happening?

Kim, just keep breathing, now.

It does sound like your partner had a point.

That sounds very scary.

Yeah.

I don't want to scare my daughter, or him.

So I'm here.

And how long have you been having these episodes?

Um...

Look, uh, I've been a cop for ten years now.

And, uh, I mean, I've been through a lot.

I was shot about a year ago, almost bled out.

It was six hours of my life.

I've had--I've had so many hours since then.

And I've--I've dealt with it.

I've been fine. I have been.

You don't need to convince me of anything.

I'm not.

I'm just saying that I've been all right.

Um, I think a case a while back

brought the shooting back up for me, in some way.

And, um, I'm here,

and I wanna deal with it and go back to being fine.

Hmm.

Am I supposed to fill the silence?

What do you know about post-traumatic stress?

CPD requires us to know a certain amount.

And my daughter has been through trauma.

So...

But like I said, I've been fine.

The thing is, post-traumatic stress

isn't always shaking on the ground, panicking,

- because a car backfired. - Mm-hmm.

Oftentimes, it's the narrowing of a life.

It can be making your life small,

making your life manageable,

making decisions out of a fear you don't even know is there.

It can be the pushing away of people you love,

a feeling of numbness, the absence of joy.

Feeling cut off from the world.

Trauma has a way of trapping you without you even knowing

it's sitting there, right on top of your body,

weighing you down until something makes you notice,

until a car backfires,

and you're shaking on the ground, panicking,

because you feel like you've just been shot again.

Is that what happened?

- Hey. - Hey.

What are you doing here?

Thought I'd give you a ride. How'd it go?

Oh, it was fine.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

Do you like her?

Sure. She's nice enough.

Did she think it was, like, some sort of flashback,

something like that?

Don't look at me like that.

I'm not trying to press you.

I need you to talk to me.

I need to understand what's going on.

Kim, that was scary.

It happened right in front of Mack, okay?

Just don't push me away, please.

CPD, move out of the way.

- He's got a gun! - Where?

I didn't see his face, but he's got a black jacket.

Is everyone okay?

Anybody hit?

Excuse me. Sorry.

Excuse me.

Sorry.

Sir! Sir, are you injured?

Sir!

- Adam, get on the train! - Doors closing.

On the train! On the train!

Hey. Victim got on the train.

He's a kid.

He can't be more than, like, 18.

Think I saw a GSW to the chest.

Did the offender get on the train?

No, I don't have eyes on him.

All right, me neither. Okay.

You go help the kid.

I'll call 911, go talk to the conductor,

make sure he stays at the next stop, all right?

Hi. Excuse me.

You see a guy who was injured?

No, no. I didn't.

Yeah, that's right. Headed northbound.

Advise any CTA personnel to get to that platform.

Roll an ambo. Hold on one sec.

Chicago PD.

Anybody see a kid who was injured?

- He just got on. - Yeah, over here.

He had blood on his shirt.

He didn't seem okay.

What--what's going on?

Hey!

Chicago Police.

I'm gonna help you, okay?

Buddy. Buddy, you're hurt.

Come on, come on. Hey, look at me.

We're going inside, okay?

Please, I-- I need police.

- Please, I-- - I got you.

- I need police. - I got you.

I--I--

You've got me, buddy. Come on.

- I need-- - Oh, my God, is he shot?

Hey, hey.

You're all right.

He's here.

He's here?

Hey, hey. The man who shot you.

He's on the train?

Hey, hey.

Who shot you?

Oh, my God, he's on the train?

Okay. Okay.

Hey, hey, hey. What's going on?

Who shot you?

- This kid--he got shot. - Hey, no.

Hey, no.

Take a breath.

Keep them calm so I can help this man, you got me?

- Okay. - Can you do that?

- Okay. - You can.

You can do it. You can do it. Go.

Yeah, he's here. I know.

I know that he's here.

Can you tell me what he looked like?

What was he wearing?

Can you describe him at all?

They lied.

They said he went to California.

California? They're in California.

- Who's in California? - They were lying.

He isn't gone.

They're not gone?

Who's not gone?

- He's got a gun! - Drop the weapon!

Move, move, move!

Come on, man. Move!

- Don't shoot! - Out of the way!

Hey.

I'm gonna put this on you, okay?

Damn it.

What's happening?

I need something to stop the blood.

Scarf. Give me your scarf!

Yeah.

What the hell was that?

What's going on? Why are we stopped?

Oh, my God, we gotta get out of here.

Let's go.

I don't know! I don't know!

Okay?

- You okay? - Yeah, I'm fine.

What just happened?

All right, we're okay. Everyone stay calm.

All right, everyone stay calm.

All right. Move past me.

Move behind me. Come on.

Move, move, move. Back of the train.

Come on. Come on, everybody.

I'm CPD.

Move to the back of the train, if you can.

Sir, I'm police. Are you all right?

He was gonna hurt somebody.