Men with Guns

Where is she? In there?

Is that my girl?

Is that my girl?

Lol?

Lol?

Lol, it's your dad. I'm here, girl.

Lol, it's your dad. I'm here, love.

Come with me, girl. You're all right.

You're all right, Lol.

You're safe, Lol.

You're safe, Lol, your dad's here.

Your dad's here, Lol!

Come on here now!

Now!

Home now!

Home now!

Lol!

I'd first of all just like to say,

I really think I am ready for the outside world.

I know this might sound a bit daft,

but I've never once considered prison as an opportunity.

You know, a chance to completely rehabilitate myself.

Prison was just another part of the fight for me.

You know, I blamed my crimes on the system.

A system I felt created me, to be brutally honest with you.

I never once felt remorse for the things I've done

or took any of the help that was on offer for me.

And I know... I know this meeting

is primarily about this case and this sentence,

if you look at what I've achieved in here for the past four years,

I hope you can see massive changes I've made

to the way I was in the past.

You see, the past does matter.

It kind of shapes the future

if we face it.

So, as well as doing all the things to tick the boxes in here,

like me O levels and passing my joinery course,

through working with Mary, the councillor here,

I now know that the things that happened in my life,

the things that hurt me,

the things that broke me,

I know how they affected me,

so all I could do was hurt back.

But I didn't know any better then.

So, yeah, I feel shame and genuine remorse for the things I've done,

for the things that I've done wrong in my life.

But I've learnt to accept myself as well.

You know, I feel regret,

but I understand now

why I did the things that I done

and, as well as asking for forgiveness

from the people I've hurt,

I've also learnt to forgive the people that hurt me.

We all know I deserve to be in here,

but I think I'm a better man

for being in here this time,

and, whether I get out in four days

or four months or four years from now,

I'm going to try to make amends for the things I've done.

I'm sure you've heard it all before.

I'm sure you've seen all this before but

I hope you do believe me.

I'm not trying to say the right things to con anyone,

I genuinely have been trying to do the right things

for the past four years.

I just hope you can see that.

Thank you for seeing me today.

Thank you, Mr Gascoigne.

Kelly!

Yes, Chrissie!

Are you nearly ready? Yeah.

You've got five minutes. Trev's here.

Lol's going to go ape if we're late.

Calm down, woman!

Menopause or what?

Fucking bitch!

Come on, then.

Cor, something smells nice.

Granny Woodford must be baking cakes.

You know Daddy likes cakes, don't you? Uh-huh.

Ring the bell! Go on, you ring it.

No! All right, I'll ring it.

Oh, here we go.

Who's that going to be? Hello, darling!

Oh, lovely Lisa! I love your jumper.

Hello, Jimmy-Jimmy joo-jar! Hello!

Nana's been doing some baking.

Do you want to bake a cake?

# We're going to bake a cake

# Bake a cake Bake a cake... #

Oh, yeah, that's nice, in't it?

Yeah, I'll just be in my slave quarters if you need me.

Just ring the bell.

Doing my thing for...

Who is that? Who is that? 11.15? Are you having a giraffe?

What time have you told them? I told them...

Fucking use a big knife. What sort of twat would be knocking on the door

at this time? Why are you taking the knife?

Argh!

You dickhead. Fuck are you doing here at this time?

You said 12 o'clock. Yeah, well, what's that saying there?

Oh, shit. Oh, shit.

I'll nip back in 45 minutes, then. It's fine, Shaun. Shaun, come in.

Are you sure? Yeah.

I don't want you to be here.

Woody, let him in. All right, come on. Get in.

You've got a grey hair in your beard, mate. Yes, I know I have.

How are you? Grey hair. It's like a cat's hair.

Nice to see you, pal. You look good, dude.

Thank you, mate. So do you. You all right, Shaun?

You all right, Lol? How are you? Yeah, good. Are you?

Yeah, not bad, ta.

She won't go away.

How are you with sprouts?

At last.

Ready. You took your bloody time.

Yeah, well, it was worth it.

Right, what d'you think this is all about, then?

I think she's pregnant.

Really? Yeah. D'you think?

That's not news, is it?

Unless it's going to be a yellow one.

Oh, my God! Do you not know?

She tells you everything.

You've got to have some clue what is going on.

Not hinted? No. Nothing. I don't know. I know as much as you two.

Oh. Honestly. It's got to be summat big,

they've never cooked dinner before, have they?

No, that's true. Oh, I bet... I bet Woody's proposed.

It's a wedding. It might be that, yeah.

Trev, we've got a wedding coming!

Come on, we'll find out, then. Five pound bets it's a wedding.

100%. Come on, just hurry up, please.

That was frigging lovely, Woods.

Cheers, babe.

Didn't have you down to be a cook.

We've been slaving this morning, haven't we, love? We have.

Roasties were good.

So, come on then...

..what are we all doing here? What's your big surprise?

Yeah, I've got a tenner on this

and if I win, which I think I will, I'm taking you all to the pub.

Well, I ain't got a clue.

Good? Bad?

Bad, bad.

So..?

Fucking hell!

We got you-we brought you here... We didn't wanna.

It's bad news. We didn't wanna...

We wanna tell you all together

so we haven't got that thing where

somebody knows before anybody else,

cos you're all equally important as one another,

and we just want you to know before...

..we drop the fucking bombshell on you, that we love you very much.

Woody.

Right, I'm gonna start and try my best to...

..tell you something that...

I'm sorry.

OK, now I'm worried. I'm not...

I'm not sure how I'm gonna say this,

so you're just gonna have to bear with me.

No, I'm not sure I can do it, Wood.

It's all right, take your time, we'll just sit here. Lol, what's up?

I've lied about something.

Something really big.

Hmm?

But I did it for the right reasons.

I lied in court.

What?

About Dad.

You OK? Yeah.

What do you know?

Trev knows I'm gonna say this.

And...

Oh, God.

Come on. Come on.

Right, Kel.

Mmm?

You know the day Dad died?

You know the day before?

He went to the pub? Do you remember?

Yeah.

Well, Trev came round to get you...

..and you'd gone...

..and Dad let her in.

Mmm.

He raped her.

Honestly, Kel, he raped her...

..and she came round to me the next day and told me.

Oh, God!

Kel... Mmm? ..you have to look at me. No. Please?

Please, Kel.

Combo didn't kill Dad.

It was me.

Oh, fuck.

Kelly.

Kelly, look at me because you need to know.

Kelly, look at me.

Come here, give me your hand.