Diabolic

May your souls rejoice in heaven.

We baptise you for and on behalf of these souls...

who are dead.

Let these dead souls enter heaven

by using your body as a vessel.

Let them speak forth anthems of eternal praise

to the King Emmanuel who hath ordained.

And enable us to redeem them out of their prison.

For the prisoners shall go free.

Where are the other girls?

Not much longer, Elise.

Patricia Whitlock.

Patricia Whitlock.

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Eleanor Golding.

Eleanor Golding.

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Heidi Crowe.

Heidi Crowe.

This is too far.

I have just come from the elders.

They all agree.

Larue.

Help me!

Help me! Help me! Help...

["How Would You Know" by Margaret Lewis playing]

- Pace. -

- Or you keep pace. -

- All right, later. -

-Good morning, beautiful. -Morning.

New piece? How's it going?

It's going.

Is this, uh, you for today?

Uh, this is the morning.

The afternoon's work will be done in the garden, I think.

Okay.

Very cute.

What about tonight's work?

- Hmm. - Oh, what's this?

Oh, I don't know.

-Does that hurt? -Ow!

I don't know, just...

Hey, stop.

-You know. - Hmm?

I could be convinced to stay a little longer.

Not now.

I'm so tired. I haven't showered.

-I'm gross. -No, you're not gross.

You're gorgeous.

No.

Okay. Cool. Uh...

gotta go.

I will bring something back for dinner.

I love you.

Love you more.

- -

Honey?

Hey, Elise! Honey! Hey, hey, hey! Hey!

-Stop! Elise! -

You're okay.

- -

No, no, no. I... I was just in the garden.

I was just in the garden. I was just in the garden.

I was just in the garden. I was...

-I was just in the garden. -Hey, hey, you're okay.

It's okay, baby. It's okay.

I haven't had any issues with my memory for ten years.

Every time I wake up,

I've either totally humiliated myself...

-hurt myself... -

...or something worse.

Has...

something else happened?

The other morning, I was in the garage.

And I smelled something horrible.

And I found something.

It was the neighbour's.

I killed that poor little dog.

I can't live like this.

Well, Elise, I'm gonna have to be honest with you.

The episodes seem to be lasting longer

and becoming more violent.

We're close to thinking about...

the hospital until this improves.

What, like an institution?

No, I... I can't do that.

No, I... I won't do that. No.

There is one last thing we can try.

You know, there's a reason why you can't remember

much of your experience in the church.

Your mind is suppressing these memories to protect you.

But why is it just some of the memories?

I can remember food that I ate and things I said,

but when I try to think of people, names and faces,

everything is just blank.

We don't know why some memories are clear

and others are just... gone.

These blackouts...

are a way for this unresolved trauma

to force its way to the surface.

Other survivors who have left the FLDS,

many of whom are my patients, have had similar experiences.

Now consider what you told me about your lack of sex drive.

Which Adam is fed up with.

I mean, he's supportive, but everyone has a limit.

Your strict upbringing within the FLDS has caused

this suppression in your sexuality.

It's not unusual.

And it's not even the most important thing here...

but a common indicator of past trauma.

These repressions are causing

these issues in your life, Elise.

And you need to unearth these secrets.

I'd like to try an alternative form of therapy.

I found some healers from your old church.

Located right outside of Haventon.

And I'd like to contact them.

-What? - Yes.

I think you need to tackle this at the source.

From where your trauma began.

FLDS?

Fundamentalist healers?

The same homophobic, polygamous freaks

that kicked you out of the Mormon church in the first place.

Not... only does he want to put you back near them,

he wants to have them give you hallucinogens.

Yeah, I know. It's insane.

What even is Datura root?

Apparently it's like the local version of ayahuasca.

"Datura has been used for centuries by Native Americans

to induce visions".

"Modern use is said to help with depression, MS".

I just don't see how forcing you back

into their world can help. I mean, these people are crazy.

Yeah, but what if I have to do this just to stay out of a hospital?

I have never taken drugs like that before.

What happens if I freak out or something?

Hey. Hey, listen.

We're going to figure this out, okay?

You're not going to have to do it alone,

and you're not going to any fucking nut house.

It's your choice.

But if you do decide to do it...

I will do it with you.

Okay?

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Elise?

Honey?

You okay?

I can't do this anymore.

-Uh-huh. Hand him over. -Oh, yeah.

You can share the drive with Gwen.

Yeah, if she ever gets here.

Sure we need someone else in on this?

-You know, I can handle it. -Yeah, I know.

But I don't want to put any extra pressure on you.

Might be good to have someone else there.

-And besides, she offered so... -

-Hmm. -

Look who decided to show up.

Hey, sorry I'm late.

Hey, babe.

Thanks for coming. It means a lot.

-Oh, my God, of course. -Hey, Gwen.

I didn't know you were coming.

Don't you have a crystal convention or something

to attend this weekend? I think we got this.