After Porn Ends

Uh, we don't get TV in this house, um, we all have computers.

My daughter and my son are three and two and they each have their own computers,

and they're lined up next to mommy's computers, and,

um, my little girl is really really super smart.

She can use a computer really well,

she surfs around this, online and she uses photoshop

she uses word, I mean she's only three years old

and she can read and write and use a computer

just like an adult, she's pretty amazing.

I didn't plan to be a single mom.

I didn't plan to be stuck in the middle of the desert

where I don't know anybody,

it's just kind of all been thrown for a loop.

So at that point I said we gotta arrest him,

so we arrested him, and he cried like a baby, didn't he.

"I can't go back to jail! Ahhhhhhhh!"

and he just cried like a baby. I said okay.

I gave him the opportunity to make very small

reasonable payments, he didn't make any of the payments,

I warned him if he didn't make the payments I was gonna come and take his grandma's car.

That's what he forced us to do, and the day that I took this car

his little 87-year-old grandma or mother was out there with her walker

watching us take her car.

And it was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.

But you know what? Business is business.

So. Now the clay is pretty much conditioned, it's ready to be worked with.

We're gonna give ourselves, a base, and then uh, he will be put into action.

I would see if he can find a girlfriend.

Since he's gone throughout this radical surgical procedure,

to have his penis re-installed.

Imagine how happy he is when he wakes up and finds out, he's got a dick again.

Wow, you know that's a, that's a big day in the coyote's life. Huh?!

And I knew that, getting this opportunity to be on a mainstream show,

I knew my whole life, like, once I got out to LA,

once I could get on a reality show, and get the opportunity to show people,

like, about me, that that would be the big thing

I need to move forward mainstream. I just need that one opportunity to get there.

No! What happens is it like, it like, like, you're trying to put it in it like bends.

And you, it's better if it's like a solid one. -That's reality right there.

No, I'm not kidding. But, like, one like this, then it doesn't, it goes faster.

And he comes from, of course the uh, story of the old testament, the story of Josean.

Um, and this is kind of a modern day adaptation of that.

Currently, (unintelligible conversation) That is amazing,

that is amazing and God bless you and take care.

I'm definitely still growing spiritually. I don't think you can ever quit growing.

There's always room to get closer to God and things to learn about him and...

ways to change your life and to improve.

It is a mess. - You're a mess.

It's a mess. But that's the way gnocchies are.

A little bit of a mess.

It's like, a guy told me once, when he was painting.

Is that how you, how it was more basic and then he went in.

Well it wasn't more basic, it was just a painting I did

and then one day I took it out and I just started painting

all this other stuff in there and just went in with this reds and...

I don't, I don't remember what it looked like before,

I can't remember, I just, very hard to keep a band together and I only wanna play

with certain guys that I really love playing with.

Cause it all comes together, it's like summer theatre you know.

Wow! I got a barn, and I got to, I got to,

I got the instruments, we'll put our own show on! You know what I mean.

It all still has that, that element.

This is uh, one of the Chinatown series. From my home town. After the mill closed.

I mean, pretty much closed.

What'd you get last year, for your birthday, from Aunt Lynny?

I think a Power Ranger suit. -You got what? No, you didn't!

You didn't get a Power Ranger suit that was for Halloween.

You got an electric guitar... A 'lectric guitar...

A REAL electric guitar!

Why? Because you told aunt Lynny you wanted to grow up to be a rockstar.

You know what, I just see a beautiful girl and I just wanna hug her!

Well, I love this one right here, so I telling you.

I currently reach out to women and men in the sex industry and the porn industry

and I absolutely love pulling them out of the pit

the porn industry pit.

It's 1800 square feet and, the guest house is around 600 square feet.

That little garage area, I don't know.

Um, it took me about a year to really get serious about studying,

and, it took me three times to pass the test, but I did it and,...

here I am.

Got into real-estate, I've been in it for five years.

Over here. -Yup. - Dark and mild.

No, he likes the dark heavy. Dark heavy.

When I'm at home, I run around with no makeup on,

a pair of sweatpants, bare foot, a t-shirt, and I'm usually out in the yard digging.

Because I like to plant things, I like to grow things.

Or decorating my house.

I like to do crafty things, like, you know, I don't,

I know I don't seem like the domestic goddess!

But I, I, I like to make things for the house

and I love to cook. And, I'm a very good cook.

I had a little bit, of, a, some bad terrible terrible news, uh, this April.

Um, I was diagnosed with uh, stage three melanoma cancer.

So for the past four or five months I've been dealing with that and on chemo.

They recommended complete dissection of the lymph-nodes,

and then to be on heavy-dose interferon, which would be uh, intravenous,

which I would get five times a week, for the first month, and then after that,

three times a week, for eleven months, for the rest of the year.

And um, it's, it's been tough.

It's actually great here, cause, how many porno stars live here? I know...

There's some more uh, there's some more coming in uh, Sunset,

uh, Houston, uh, Taylor Saint-Claire just moved here.

What, whatever happened to uh, she was really hot, but I loved her.

What happened to that um... oh godammit, I don't know their names

I'm really bad with this, um... You remember their tits. Yeah.

Oh god, she was um, oh that doesn't make any difference.

She was living here for a long time she was so hot.

Oh yeah, she just moved outta town, yeah, she just moved outta town.

And uh, that's the only thing I missed out on in life.

I've done, pretty much everything I wanted.

I did wanna have kids, didn't have the opportunity

to meet the right woman the right time, so I do kinda miss out on that,

but uh, nobody gets everything there's other guys

that have great kids and they love every minute of it

they kinda wish they were me, fantasy wise,

but um, nobody gets everything.

AFTER PORN ENDS

I started modeling in ninth grade.

My mom put me through modeling school, I graduated from modeling school,

started doing beauty pageants, and model searches, and bikini contests.

So, I was exposed, to, not so much the adult industry

but just knowing that I could make money with my body.

I had a roommate at the time,

um, that was a dancer, and she knew an agent, his name was Jim Salf.

He said, "Hey, there's a producer that saw your picture

and he'd like you to come do a movie how would you like to do a movie?"

And I said, uh, well, I've never done a movie before

but sure, I could do it, no problem.

I went down and I had braids like Bo Derek

at the time and, and did my first scene.

It was a three-way. I had never even, been with a woman,

I didn't know what to do with a woman, I had, no idea what I was doing.

But the minute those lights hit me,

I swear that was where I was supposed to be.

Everyone said do it, do it, do it.

And the more you do the more money you can make dancing on the dance circuit,

the more magazines you can do, the more you're exposed, you can,

I mean gosh, I have a sex toy line, now we wanna do an action figure of you.

Okay! I mean, all of it was just like, cool!

You know, sign me up! Sure!

I was just having a blast, I mean, there were fans

lined up for miles and miles and miles that flew,

I mean some people came from Poland and Berlin,

and come to think of it when I went to Poland,

to um, sign autographs and whatever,

I mean, when I got off the plane I needed a body guard!

I mean, for a porn star to be that big, around the world,

I mean, it was un-believable, I mean felt like a...

I was a true super star!

I mean people, were knocking each other down.

Heeeere's Houston!!!!

Over the Dali Lama in the newspaper,

I was the headliner. I mean, that's unbelievable.

I was still under contract, I was with Metro Productions

for a few years, and they're the ones that also produced

uh, the Houston 500, the world's biggest gang-bang.

Um, at that point when I first signed with Metro,

it was already known going in that I was gonna takeover,

uh, Jasmine Saint-Clair's title and do this gang-bang.

So, going into my contract with Metro,

I already knew that I was gonna be doing that,

so, I wasn't, I wasn't looking for things to,

oh I've gotta be more crazy and wild,

you know honestly it just all came to me naturally.

Like, I mean, I had a labiaplasty,

and that was before a lot of women even knew

that they can get their labia trimmed if you have larger labia lips and you know,

when I did that it was like, oh, it was just a no brainer

I'm gonna encase that in lucite and auction it. The trimmings.

I mean, it's just things just came to me, I was just a publicity whore.

I was good at it.

I had invested my money, uh, I bought a home,

as well as, um, put a lot of money in mutual funds,

and many years ago when the stock market went kaput,

I lost, like, almost all my savings. And that hurt me.

Um, but I did still have my house that I owned in LA,

um, and then when things got rough of course I sold it,

not for financial reasons but when I wanted to get out of the industry.

I'm professor of communications studies and psychology at UCLA.

I study a variety of topics, but one of the major areas

that I study is pornography.

I'm Faith, and since 1984 I've done about 600 films.

About a thousand scenes, give or take.

Um, I've won several dozen awards for acting

in sex performances and fan favorite and this and that.

I think it might be up, this year for best non-sex role

I've also moved into the occasional character part

that doesn't involve having sex.

I write about the sex industry pretty much

from the fall of 1995 until the fall of 2007.

"The History of X: One Hundred Years of Sex in Film"

is the name of my first book.

I've been in the adult entertainment industry

for basically 35-36 years, in every capacity.

I started as a writer, became an actor,

director, agent, and now I'm sorta the, papa bear

to the adult entertainment industry, protecting adult welfare,

which I run, and, watch over the overaged juvenile delinquents

and what I refer to as the playpen of the damned,

which is the X-rated industry.