Gypsy Rose: Life After Lock Up

- I definitely feel like I've lived 10 years

in the last year.

- Gypsy Blanchard will be set free.

- She's ready to go home to Louisiana

with her husband.

- You're free. - Woo!

We consummated our marriage.

A lot of people felt I should have waited

in getting married.

What?

Yes.

- Ken was my first relationship that was long term.

I loved him so much.

I have to stay loyal to my marriage.

- Something happens with Gypsy and Ken,

it's gonna be your fault.

- Everything will unfold as it should.

I miss Ken.

I just think that I would be happier somewhere else.

Oh.

- The scene that we saw was actually the same day

that we conceived our baby.

I was so focused on what would make me happy

that I didn't care how it looked to Ryan.

- One minute, I like to hate her.

The next minute, I try to figure out how to get her back.

And then the next minute, I figure out

how I'm gonna live without her.

- It hurts me that I caused him so much pain.

It's hard to watch.

Okay.

- We're gonna give you the iPad.

We'll show you these clips and we'll get your reaction.

Hi!

I'm ready to go on this journey,

and just have the time of my life and live my best life.

I'm confident.

I'm very, very confident in my marriage.

We've made it through the hardest time

of our relationship,

and that's been behind bars.

So, the hard part's done, I kinda feel like.

- We're going to go through

the whole first season, but through the unseen footage.

This is your family waiting for you to get released.

- Can't wait to see her, I don't know.

To spend some time with her.

- Mia was six months, Gypsy was 10.

- Really? - When she came to the house

the last time, for Christmas. - Wow.

- Is that the picture of me

sitting on her lap in the wheelchair?

Mm-hmm.

- I have that picture in my room.

It's 20 years.

- Yeah. - Wow.

- That's about a gift for every year.

Every year she--

- Pretty much when you think about it, yeah.

I can't help but smile,

'cause it's like they were so excited to welcome me.

- You look so good, you are so sexy.

Oh my God, this car is moving.

Oh my God, I did not sleep.

You didn't sleep?

- Did not sleep. I was like, trying to be awake.

Looking back on it, I realized how exhausted I was

and overwhelmed.

- You look so good, regular clothes.

- I know, I just wish that it fit a little better.

I'm like trying not to show it too much boob.

Oh, it's hot.

It's so hot.

- Oh, it feels so weird being in a car.

Yeah, I get to touch your leg.

Oh, I missed you.

I missed you too.

I was fresh to everything.

Everything was so new and exciting.

- You want some of the sweet and sour barbecue?

Yeah.

- Look, like I'm acting like

you don't know how to do nothing.

"You want me to do this?

Poor baby."

- Like we're in the visiting room all over.

- I know, like you can't touch nothing.

- Everything was happening faster

than almost my brain can process it,

and so I kind of just didn't really know what to do,

or what to say, or even how to move around the room.

Let's see what I got in here.

- Be right back, babe. - Okay.

All right.

Baby wants a phone.

You know what's crazy, I think this is the first time

Gypsy's been by herself.

- I always had a comfortability with Ryan.

I never felt uncomfortable around him.

However, I did kinda feel like

there was a moment that was like, I just wanna be.

It may take a few minutes to activate your iPhone.

- So they're just gonna, just let it run.

Okay. Let's put that there.

Physical affection was not the first thing on my mind.

- I've never been able to feel this part of your arm.

So it's new to me.

- It's different. - Yeah, it's a different feel.

- It was kind of like, I'm hungry, I'm tired.

I really just wanna sleep in a normal bed

and not be touched.

Oh, so comfortable.

- You the one that feels comfortable.

Lay down.

- Oh yeah, that feels nice. - That feel good?

I just wanna hold you.

I missed you.

- I was cold all night, but I'm not cold anymore.

- Look, I can actually rub up.

- No one's telling you, "Don't do that."

That's so hot.

I can actually love on you now.

- You know, after getting therapy

and becoming more assertive,

I probably would've just sat him down and explained,

like this is a lot to process.

You know, would you mind if we kind of postponed

any sort of physical intimacy until I'm ready?

- They're here. - Gypsy's home.

- Hi! - You made it.

You made it.

Oh, we're so happy for you.

I missed you guys.

There was a lot of times that

this was a source of kind of conflict within myself.

- Mm, look at you. - Gimme a hug, mom.

I wanted to be a wife to Ryan,

but I also wanted to be a daughter, and a sister

to my family, because they deserve that too.

Mm.

I think it would be fun

to bring in the new year together.

- Okay. - Some kind of way.

I'd love that.

- If y'all gotta post up and stay, we can go--

Come to Lake Charles.

- Over there. We'll sleep on the floor or whatever.

- No, they have extra room.

- I got a spare bedroom. - Okay.

They had been robbed of my entire life,

whereas Ryan was also waiting for three years of his life.

So weighing out who deserved what was very difficult.

Last night really was a good night.

- You had fun? - Yeah.

There was many times that I got frustrated

with so much of the, you know, neediness.

"Do you love me?"

He needed to be affirmed that I loved him.

- I was talking about everything in general.

- I'm just telling you though, that I enjoy it.

Can I get a kiss?

- I'm not all touchy feely all the time.

I'm not that type of person.

I show affection when I want to show affection.

Not right now, I can't reach you.

I don't like kissing in the car.

It's hard, (bleep).

- Come here. - Mwah, there.

Baby, that was mean.

It's not mean.

It scares me 'cause you got your eyes off the road.

There's a lot of moments that you see early on

that I'm kind of like, gimme my space, gimme my space.

- If I die kissing you, it'd be worth it.

- Now you gotta take it sweet, I--

All I want you to do is just drive right now, okay?

You doing all of this freaks me out.

You know, it's kind of funny just to kind of see our banter.

- Gypsy's first cooking experience.

She's been having me on the go all day,

so I don't look too hot.

Oh, well neither do I.

- Oh, that wasn't what we were supposed to do.

I asked you.

I put it in the--

- You gotta read the direction.

- You're like, "Yup!" - I said read the directions.

All right. Here, gimme the bowl.

You're adorable.

Okay.

Looking back on those times,

those are good times.

I was happy in that moment.

- You already made me realize I didn't marry you for cooking.

We just had a lot of fun.

Like, the relationship between Ryan and I

was always like best friends.

So, how have you been?

- Good, I have my first exam on Monday.

- You know, nursing is definitely something